

Intelligent Without Obedience
Birds have always marked my life—peacocks in Hawaii, pigeons in the city, crows in Japan. They rise, circle, and land again, living freely, intelligent without obedience, and leaving moments in memory that stick like nothing else.
Mar 8


If You Pull the Lever...
My fourteen-year-old daughter asked me to choose between my family and the world. What she chose, and what I said, led us into a conversation about impossible questions, responsibility, and the surprising ways hope can survive even the darkest thought experiments.
Mar 6


Joy Happened Somewhere
It’s the least wonderful time of the year: taking down the Christmas tree. If it were up to me, it would stay until Valentine’s Day. Honestly, I’d probably leave it up until next Christmas. But the twinkling lights are no longer welcome here in Japan, and my husband eventually intervenes with logic and a need to update the storage configuration. So this week, we packed away our massive fake tree and stuffed its pieces back into its soft-cornered box, covered in a half-dozen P
Jan 23


Things I Don't Manage. Thank God.
I’ve spent nearly twenty years forced to sleep within my husband’s meticulously arranged blankets. When he’s deployed or TDY, however, I get to flop into bed like a tornado, leaving a trail of pillows and twisted sheets in my wake. I lean against a pile of unfolded laundry, slide my dirty feet around the sheet (he would lose his whole mind), and enjoy evening snacks with the trace evidence of a starved Cookie Monster. We joke about it, but it’s obvious that my comfort zones a
Jan 13


Held Low
We often approach faith like it owes us answers, as if our patience and obedience might earn us a clear view of what comes next. But scripture actually shows what guidance looks like in a very different, strategic yet practical way. God’s direction and promises as they are presented in His Word rarely look like crystal balls or answer keys. What he gives us is really a guide that reminds us to prioritize orientation over foresight , and movement over certainty. I’ve noticed
Jan 5


Write the Vision
Well, here I go again. Over ten years have passed since my fingers last clicked out blog-level stories. A decade since I trusted words enough to give them somewhere to live. As with all communication platforms, the landscape has shifted. Repeatedly. And honestly, anything beyond submitting print to a newspaper still feels elusive to me. You better believe I just found myself Googling, “Do people still even read blogs?” Because … I don’t. Who reads what, where, and why varied,
Jan 2
